Ruins

Ruins in an advanced state of ruination represent, or better they literally embody, the dissolution of meaning into matter. By revealing what human building ultimately is up against – natural or geological time – ruins have a way of recalling us to the very ground of our human worlds, namely the earth, whose foundations are so solid and reliable that they presumably will outlast any edifices that we build on them.

- Robert Pogue Harrison, The dominion of the dead, p. 3

 

Obscure and forgotten books

We shared the same passion for obscure and forgotten books, but whereas I tended to be crazily enthusiastic and scattered about these works, Zimmer was thorough and systematic, penetrating to a degree that often astonished me.

- Paul Auster, Moon Palace, 88

 

Divorce

A divorce is like an amputation; you survive, but there’s less of you.

- Margaret Atwood, Time Magazine; quoted in Oxford Dictionary of quotations p. 280

 

The years were a stunned blur

Seasons ran together, the years were a stunned blur. Like time in books. Time passes in books in the span of a sentence, many months and years. Write a word, leap a decade.

- Don DeLillo, Undeworld : 236.

 

Blithe arrivals of life’s late people

Bronzini envied the blithe arrivals of life’s late people. How do they manage the courage to be late, enact the rude dare repeatedly in our waiting faces?

- Don DeLillo, Underworld: 667.

 

The slightest abridgement of the truth

Irina chided herself. She had not forgotten, and it was foolish to pretend that she had. The slightest abridgements of truth with Lawrence made her feel isolated and mournful, far away and even afraid. She would rather be caught out lying than to get away with it, and thus live with the horror that it was possible.

- Lionel Shriver, The Post Birthday World : 9.

 

A clock winding down

A woollen dress, coarse and individually designed, you knew that coarseness becasue it didn’t come from economy but from the rustic penchant of its wearer. I am like Lucy Snow, constantly measuring what things cost and where their owner is placed. And Lucy accused Madame of the very same sin without seeing it in herself. Lucy-light. Lucifer. Lucy-Lust of the eyes, and the pride of life. My old Greek teacher Dr Moore, trying to explain that phrase from the New Testament, he said we are like a clock winding down and our pride is that we think we run all by ourselves.

- Tracy Ryan, Jazz Tango : p. 68

 

Reinstating the communal meal

Can we, should we, reinstate the communal meal in at least some of our table rituals? If so, do small group settings become necessasry, even in larger congregations? And what kind of liturgical spaces will then be needed? Can we, should we, allow for the wide variety of activities that characterized first century worship? In particular, can we open ourselves to the Spirit’s guidance so that a rich array of charismata can come into play? Is it possible for us to conduct some of what we call church business within periods of eucharistic worship? Can we allow prayerful discernment to shape our decision making on these matters? Can we begin to see our eucharistic services, from start to finish, as missionary events during which visitors are brought closer to the Body of Christ and the Kingdom, whatever the level of their participation, and we so-called insiders are built up for our vocation as witnesses of the gospel?

- John Koenig, Feast of the World’s Redemption : p. 237.

 

Praying incessantly

To turn within and pray incessantly by living in an awareness given us by the Holy Spirit of God’s immense love for us guiding us in all things is possible for all of us. It requires, however, a constant living out of our Baptism, a crossing over from our own self-containment and a putting on of Jesus Christ’s mind of seeking always to please the Heavenly Father. Praying always is a state of not saying prayers but a state of standing before God in the depths of our being and being constantly in tune with His operations. We find ourselves less distracted by the fears of what others would say, of norms and fashions set by a worldly society or persons close to us. We even can rise from the haunting memories of our sinful past and our crippling “mind-set” patterns of thoughts and images to a freedom and clarity of inner vision that Jesus Christ had promised would be the possession of His disciples who heard his word.

- George Maloney, Inward Stillness : p. 101.

 

He does not know what he wants exactly

Man’s instinct does not tell him, as animal’s instinct does, what he must do. Because he has to cut himself off from the roots of his past by throwing away traditions, he is at a loss as to what he ought to do. Usually he finds himself in the position that he does not know what he wants exactly.

-  George Maloney, Inward Stillness : p. 131

 

Yoder on the Great Commission

The Book of Acts does not report that the apostles remembered the so-called “Great Commission” and conscientiously set about obeying it. Nor do we see them thinking about the lost status of individuals whom they had not reached. The event of ingathering came first. Only later did the Twelve think about it. Only still later did they “send” someone. The theology to explain the rightness of the ingathering was imposed by the events, which it explained after the fact. The Twelve did not set out to obey the Great Commission; they talked about the risen Lord and they broke bread together in their homes and thus they found themselves together first with Hellenized Jews and then even with Gentiles… The action of mission was prior to theory about it.

This observation might provide some guidance within the current lively debates about “church growth” and cultural homogeneity… If reconciliation between peoples and cultures is not happening, the Gospel’s truth is not being confirmed in that place.

 

Seekers or consumers?

The question, however, is how far we should go in shaping the gospel message to fit the expectations and thought forms of the culture. When does the ’seeker’ become a ‘consumer’ and begin demanding from the church an accommodation that distorts the gospel? In other words, when does Church Growth pragmatism hit the fan of a biblical theology of the church? The expenditure of emotional energy, material resources, and personal commitment to meet the high expectations of affluent, self-focused people diverts the church’s resources from global missions and social justice ministry…

- Douglas Webster in Evaluating the Church Growth Movement, p. 259.

 

The conviction that life is one large scoreboard

When we start being too impressed by the results of our work, we slowly come to the erroneous conviction that life is one large scoreboard where someone is listing the points to measure our worth. And before we are fully aware of it, we have sold our soul to the many grade-givers. That means were are not only in the world, but also of the world. Then we become what the world makes us. We are intelligent because someone gives us a high grade. We are helpful because someone says thanks. We are likable because someone likes us. And we are important because someone considers us indispensable. In short, we are worthwhile because we have successes. And the more we allow our accomplishments – the results of our actions – to become the criteria of our self-esteem, the more we are going to walk on our mental and spiritual toes, never sure if we will be able to live up to the expectations which we created by our last successes. In many people’s lives, there is a nearly diabolic chain in which their anxieties grow with their successes. This dark power has driven many of the greatest artists into self-destruction.

- Henri Nouwen, Out of Solitude: p. 18-19

 

Faith loses all support of feeling

A person reared in a Christian home, who has absorbed the faith along with other family values from trusted parents, will one day face a crisis that puts loyalty to the test. She may have had religious experiences, may have felt something of the closeness of God. Without warning, that sense vanishes. She feels nothing except doubts over all that has gone before. Faith loses all support of feeling, and she wonders if she has been living under an illusion. At such a moment it may feel very foolish to hold on to faith regardless. Yet, as Ignatius counsels, now is the time to ’stand firm.’ Faith can survive periods of darkness but only if we cling to in the midst of the darkness.

- Philip Yancy, Reaching for the invisible God : p. 91.

 

The friend who shatters our peace of mind

An insight of bohemians has been that our ability to maintain confidence in a way of life at odds with the mainstream culture greatly depends on the value system operating in our immediate environment, on the kind of people we mix with socially and on what we read and listen to.

They have recognised that our peace of mind can be only too easily shattered and our commitments challenged by a few minutes of conversation with an acquaintance who feels, even if he or she does not say, that money and a public profile are ultimately estimable – or by reading a magazine which, by reporting only on the feats of bourgeois heroes, insidiously undermines the worth of any alternative ambitions.

- Alain de Botton, Status Anxiety : 287.

 

The perspective of centuries

Christian moralists have hence long understood that, to reassure the anxious, it may be best to emphasise that, contrary to what an optimistic mindset teaches us, everything will in fact turn out for the worst: the ceiling will cave in, the bank will lie in ruins, we will die, everyone we love will vanish and all our achievements and even our names will be stamped into the ground. If the idea brings comfort, it may be because something within us instinctively recognises how closely our miseries are bound up with the grandiosity of our ambitions. To consider our petty status-worries from the perspective of a thousand years hence is to be granted a rare, tranquilising glimpse of our own insignificance.

- Alain de Botton, Status Anxiety : 248

 

Trying to get into Guinness World Records for Donkey Kong

“It seems like some people ruin their lives trying to get into that book.”

- Steve Wiebe’s daughter in the King of Kong

 

Dying well

‘Our people die well’ said John Wesley. Wesley was celebrating God’s grace among the Methodists. Until recently a good death was seen as the godly man’s crowning achievement, the climax of his good life… Things are, of course, different today: death has replaced sex as the great unmentionable. All stress among Christians is laid on present knowledge and enjoyment of God, and the old awareness that only one who is ready to die can live to God’s praise has been generally forgotten.

- J.I. Packer in the foreword to David Watson, Fear No Evil, p. 5-6.

 

Secret history of our enemies

If we could read the secret history of our enemies, we should find in each man’s life sorrow and suffering enough to disarm all hostility.

- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

(From AAANZ mailing.)

 

Experience in evangelical theology

I have talked with many evangelical theologians who have undergone significant changed in their theology because of an experience. We are always being influenced by our experiences and need the humility to admit it. The question is: what are our criteria for judging these experiences? As we continuing to experience Christian living and God, our thinking ought to become more and more scriptural. All too often, though, secularised worldviews filter experience, separating out anything that contradicts modern materialism.

- John Wimber, Power Evangelism : 94.

 

I like living

I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.

- Agatha Christie (quoted in The West Australian sometime in January 2008)

 

‘Partners’

Today only the lower orders and what remains of the gentry bother to marry, and everyone else takes a partner, as if life were a dance, or a business venture.

- John Banville, The Sea : 104.

 

Scanning the future

So much of life was stillness then, when we were young, or so it seems now; a biding stillness; a vigilance. We were waiting in our as yet unfashioned world, scanning the future as the boy and I had scanned each other, like soldiers in the field, watching for what was to come.

- John Banville, The Sea : 12.

 

The silent thunder of the Lord of hosts

We begin praying for others by first quieting our fleshly activity and listening to the silent thunder of the Lord of hosts. Attuning ourselves to divine breathings is spiritual work, but without it our praying is vain repetition (Matt. 6:7).

- Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline: 49

 

The United States

New ideas and social trends in the United States tend to express themselves in religious forms rather than political parties.

- Philip Jenkins, A History of the United States: p. xix.

 

Trinity in poetry

 the father
(surefoot thunderlove)

the son
(appleeye godling in manskin)

the holy ghost
(dreamspinner firetongue)

- Jane Williams “Judas Oracle”

 

Ordinariness of the writer

Though the writer practises a demanding and often, to himself, confusing craft, his ordinariness is a necessity to him, and in a way his subject. Writers of my acquaintance talk about politics, sex, personalities and football just like everybody else. Ideally perhaps a writer should be totally anonymous – a voice and nothing more…

- Randolph Stow, from an interview in the Sydney Morning Herald, 1975.

- http://www.cgg.wa.gov.au/About%20Us/Geraldton%20History/RandolphStow.asp 

 

Self-indulgent chains of sleep

David’s desire for God broke the self-indulgent chains of sleep: ‘Early will I seek Thee’ (Ps 63:1).

- Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline : 44.

 

Mind pollution

Mind pollution is so crucial. Now when I speak of mind pollution I am not thinking only of ‘bad’ books, films and so on, but of mediocre books and films. You see, unless we set before ourselves a ‘habitual vision of greatness’ we will surely degenerate. This is why it is ruinous to have so much of our Christian literature of such poor literary quality.

- Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline : 94.

 

Studying the Bible : barren days

We want life-transforming truth, not just good feelings. We are willing to pay the price of barren day after barren day until the meaning is clear. This process revolutionises our lives.

- Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline : 86.

 

We live in a culture which does not value concentration

We live in a culture which does not value concentration. Distraction is the order of the day. Many will, for example, go through all the activities of the day and evening with the radio on. Some will read a book and watch TV at the same time. Most people find it virtually impossible to go through an entire day focusing on a single thing. We are the lesser for this dissipation of our energies.

- Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline : 82.

 

Total transformation of the person

The purpose of the spiritual disciplines is the total transformation of the person. They aim at replacing old destructive habits of thought with new life-giving habits.

- Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline : 79.

 

The desire to hear God’s voice

How do we receive the desire to hear his voice? This desire to turn is a gift of grace. Anyone who imagines he can simply begin meditating without praying for the desire and the grace to do so, will soon give up.

- Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline : 29.

 

Christian meditation

Christian meditation, very simply, is the ability to hear God’s voice and obey his word.

- Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline : 21.

 

Re-creating silences

If we hope to move beyond the superficialities of our culture, including our religious culture, we must be willing to go down into the recreating silences, into the inner world of contemplation.

- Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline : 19.

 

Libraries are reservoirs of strength, grace and wit

Libraries are reservoirs of strength, grace and wit, reminders of order, calm and continuity, lakes of mental energy, neither warm nor cold, light nor dark. The pleasure they give is steady, unorgastic, reliable, deep and long-lasting. In any library in the world, I am at home, unselfconscious, still and absorbed.

- Germaine Greer, “Still in Melbourne, January 1987″ in Daddy, We Hardly Knew You (1989).

[Courtesy of Janet.]

 

Mausoleum of their marriage

By any estimate, it was a long time until judgement day, and until then the truth that only Marshall and his bride knew at first hand, was steadily being walled up within the mausoleum of their marriage… Every word in the ceremony was another brick in place.

- Ian McEwan, Atonement : 325.

 

The twins’ note

We are gong to run away becase Lola and Betty are horid to us and we want to go home. Sory we took some frute. And there was’nt a play.

- Ian McEwan, Atonement: 142

 

Storytelling as the pleasure of minaturisation

Writing stories not only involved secrecy, it also gave her all the pleasures of minaturisation. A world could be made in five pages, and one that was more pleasing than a model farm… Her passion for tidiness was also satisfied, for an unruly world could be made just so… A love of order also shaped the principles of justice, with death and marriage the main engines of housekeeping, the former being set aside exclusively for the morally dubious, the latter a reward withheld until the last page.

- Ian McEwan, Atonement : 7.

 

Earning money

‘Making money isn’t hard in itself,’ he complained. ‘What’s hard is to earn it doing something worth devoting your life to.’

- Carlos Ruiz Zafon, The Shadow of the Wind, p. 396.

 

Idealistic politics is all about the future

We couldn’t grasp it, we couldn’t draw ourselves into the present. Instead we wanted to think about setting other people free. We wanted to think about their unhappiness. We used their wretchedness to mask our own. And our wretchedness was our inability to take the simple good things life was offering us and be glad to have them. Politics, idealistic politics is all about the future.

- Ian McEwan, Black Dogs : 42.

 

Photography

It is photography itself that creates the illusion of innocence. Its ironies of frozen narrative lend to its subjects an apparent unawareness that they will change or die. It is the future they are innocent of. Fifty years on we look at them with the godly knowledge of how they turned out after all – who they married, the date of their death – with no thought for who will one day be holding photographs of us.

- Ian McEwan, Black Dogs : 37.

 

Teachers want time-freed existential youth forever

Teachers, let me tell you, are born deceivers of the lowest sort, since what they want from life is impossible – time-freed, existential youth forever. It commits them to terrible deceptions and departures from the truth. And literature, being lasting, is their ticket.

- Richard Ford, The Sportswriter : 222.

 

The mellowing anaesthetic effect of the Scotch was abruptly catalyzed into rage.

- John Updike, The Witches of Eastwick: p. 131

 

Beds always have to be remade

Why was there nothing to sleep on but beds that had to be remade, nothing to eat from but dishes that had to be washed?

- John Updike, The Witches of Eastwick: p.70

 

The many laborious steps lunch involved overwhelmed her

The many laborious steps lunch involved nearly overwhelmed her – taking the meat from the refrigerator and undoing its taped jacket of butcher paper, locating the mayonnaise on the shelf where it hid amid jars of jelly and salad oil, clawing loose from the head of lettuce its clinging crinkling skin of plastic wrap, arranging these ingredients on the counter with a plate, getting a knife from the drawer to spread the mayonnaise, finding a fork to fish a long spear of pickle from the squat jar where seeds clouded a thin green juice, and then making herself coffee to wash the taste of turkey and pickle away.

- John Updike, The Witches of Eastwick: p.70

 

I am not here to play laughing homosexuals with you.

- A Japanese translator’s translation of Bob Hawke saying “I’m not here to play funny buggers”, according to Richard Woolcott’s Undiplomatic Activities. [In Big Issue 287, 11 Sept 2007]

 

Why do we need reading about it?

He stood under a tree, shivering, and watched the sun rise through the pine trees and light up the barren field. How were those words in Dostyevesky, he thought, about, why are the fields so naked, why are people so poor?

But why do I have to think of that; why do we nurse those literary feelings and indignations? Why do we need reading about it?

- Hans Koning, The Revolutionary: 51

 

How much the now seems all

How much the now seems all – always, to every one of us, of course. A good thought that. Think of Stendhal, the world for him was world melancholy for Napoleon, that one flicker of time was what he knew, what he imagined it was all about. Or some young man living under Caesar, their ups and downs was it to him, the gist, the core, the facts of life. And here I am and I imagine that nothing has ever existed but that oak door, this little street with houses on one side and the park down to the square on the other, a fellow on a ladder, me on a bench, and a colonel and a girl in a brown hat. But it is nothing, well almost nothing, and people will sit here, or on a bench like it, for generations and centuries afterwards unaware of my now, of this newspaper, of this little editorial column with its signature and line of little dots, this date at the top of the page, this fold in the paper, the weight of this iron box on my leg, my left shoelace which broke this morning and has a knot in it.

- Hans Koning, The Revolutionary: 172

 

Imagining her future when I have ceased to exist

Will she one future night lie in a bed, with a strange man on her body, some man who will have her, who will feel the pressure of his own hand, through her body, on himself, while I still have ceased to exist? Would she think of me, re-create me?

- Hans Koning, The Revolutionary: 168